It has been a while..
Life has gone to shit. You think that you hit bottom.. but them something else gets thrown on you. You reach a new depth that you never thought possible. You are so far down that there is no light at the end of the tunnel.. I am running trying to get through this, but it remains pitch black.
Will I ever see light again.??
navel pierced.
OUCH. thank god for friends to hold my hand and make sure I don’t faint. =]
So happy that I married my best friend!
I don’t know what I’d do without him. =]
Went home this weekend…
It was the hardest thing to see my mom for the first time. Her hair is falling out, her face is sinking in, and she seems a little less alive. She had a minor brain aneurysm, a blood clot, and is now diabetic because of her meds. the hardest part is not being able to talk about it with Jacob. =[ even when I do talk to him I can’t tell him.. This month sucks.
Wtf!?!?
My mom had a blood clot yesterday in her leg and was in the hospital. My dad is in pain today waiting for a ct scan at the emergency center today. Who is going to the hospital tomorrow!?
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